PacificLilly
Must try my best to help my mom help me. I need to get better, not just for me but for her.
Mar 29, 2012
Hello to everyone who reads this,
I'm 29 approaching 30. Lol. I currently live with my mom who has been my angel and life saver. I was injured. I won't upset or boor you with the details. However, I've learned recently, that high amounts of some of the medications my doctors had put me on... simply put, destroyed my teeth. I am being treated at the Dental School here in town, thank God and a lot of good people who helped me get there. But, I have no income, I am awaiting my hearing for SSD(I). Yet, until then, my momma (I know it may seem silly but that's what I call her a lot of the time) has been spending her very last dime to help me; Not just with medical bills (I'm on a low income payment plan) but also with my dental situation.
I'm so grateful that she and the endodontists were able to do 2 emergency root canals to get me literally out of eccrutiating pain and be able to start, slowly start eating again. Thank GOD! And thank all of them!!! Plus, learning about the massive infection in those two teeth explained why I was always getting sick and also explained why my spinal injections were having such horrible side effects. The steroids they inject take all of my immune system to handle to make the steroids work. However, I cannot have another injection until my "dental situation" gets a bit more under control. But here's the kicker, without another in injection soon, I'm slipping back, slowly into not being able to walk and I had just graduated to a walker and out of my wheelchair!!! Yeay! But, I don't know what to do. I've started falling, loosing mucle control over my legs, crawling around the house and declining in my PT- at home and in the hospital.
My mom is on a fixed income through her social security and I know she will do anything to help me. But it breaks my heart and I want to help her, help me. I don't want her to eventually end up spending all of her retirement without anything or having no "good" options to be able to live in a decent place.
I know this all sounds pathetic and begging, but I guess I am begging. Not just for me, but for my mom. She is my best friend and means the world to me. We really need some help. If anyone knows of any other options or information or can help in any way, I would be sincerely and forever grateful.
Thank you just for reading this long draw out message or I guess I could say plea. Please take care and cherish those who are around you and those you love.
Sincerely and Best Wishes,
PacificLilly
PS. Once I AM able to work again, I will do everything in my power to help those who need help (I always have and am still trying my best even now to do what I can) and I will do everything I can to return the favor or repay anyone who may be able to help us. I was and am a graphic designer, out of work right now, but not forever! I will get better. I will. Somehow, no matter how long it takes. I have to take care of my mother and make her proud of me by being a good person and succeeding in life. Sorry for rambling on again. I tend to do that... sitting long enough to write this is hard and when in pain I tend to ramble. My apologies. Thanks again.
I'm 29 approaching 30. Lol. I currently live with my mom who has been my angel and life saver. I was injured. I won't upset or boor you with the details. However, I've learned recently, that high amounts of some of the medications my doctors had put me on... simply put, destroyed my teeth. I am being treated at the Dental School here in town, thank God and a lot of good people who helped me get there. But, I have no income, I am awaiting my hearing for SSD(I). Yet, until then, my momma (I know it may seem silly but that's what I call her a lot of the time) has been spending her very last dime to help me; Not just with medical bills (I'm on a low income payment plan) but also with my dental situation.
I'm so grateful that she and the endodontists were able to do 2 emergency root canals to get me literally out of eccrutiating pain and be able to start, slowly start eating again. Thank GOD! And thank all of them!!! Plus, learning about the massive infection in those two teeth explained why I was always getting sick and also explained why my spinal injections were having such horrible side effects. The steroids they inject take all of my immune system to handle to make the steroids work. However, I cannot have another injection until my "dental situation" gets a bit more under control. But here's the kicker, without another in injection soon, I'm slipping back, slowly into not being able to walk and I had just graduated to a walker and out of my wheelchair!!! Yeay! But, I don't know what to do. I've started falling, loosing mucle control over my legs, crawling around the house and declining in my PT- at home and in the hospital.
My mom is on a fixed income through her social security and I know she will do anything to help me. But it breaks my heart and I want to help her, help me. I don't want her to eventually end up spending all of her retirement without anything or having no "good" options to be able to live in a decent place.
I know this all sounds pathetic and begging, but I guess I am begging. Not just for me, but for my mom. She is my best friend and means the world to me. We really need some help. If anyone knows of any other options or information or can help in any way, I would be sincerely and forever grateful.
Thank you just for reading this long draw out message or I guess I could say plea. Please take care and cherish those who are around you and those you love.
Sincerely and Best Wishes,
PacificLilly
PS. Once I AM able to work again, I will do everything in my power to help those who need help (I always have and am still trying my best even now to do what I can) and I will do everything I can to return the favor or repay anyone who may be able to help us. I was and am a graphic designer, out of work right now, but not forever! I will get better. I will. Somehow, no matter how long it takes. I have to take care of my mother and make her proud of me by being a good person and succeeding in life. Sorry for rambling on again. I tend to do that... sitting long enough to write this is hard and when in pain I tend to ramble. My apologies. Thanks again.
PacificLilly
Must try my best to help my mom help me. I need to get better, not just for me but for her.
Mar 29, 2012
Hello to everyone who reads this,
I'm 29 approaching 30. Lol. I currently live with my mom who has been my angel and life saver. I was injured. I won't upset or boor you with the details. However, I've learned recently, that high amounts of some of the medications my doctors had put me on... simply put, destroyed my teeth. I am being treated at the Dental School here in town, thank God and a lot of good people who helped me get there. But, I have no income, I am awaiting my hearing for SSD(I). Yet, until then, my momma (I know it may seem silly but that's what I call her a lot of the time) has been spending her very last dime to help me; Not just with medical bills (I'm on a low income payment plan) but also with my dental situation.
I'm so grateful that she and the endodontists were able to do 2 emergency root canals to get me literally out of eccrutiating pain and be able to start, slowly start eating again. Thank GOD! And thank all of them!!! Plus, learning about the massive infection in those two teeth explained why I was always getting sick and also explained why my spinal injections were having such horrible side effects. The steroids they inject take all of my immune system to handle to make the steroids work. However, I cannot have another injection until my "dental situation" gets a bit more under control. But here's the kicker, without another in injection soon, I'm slipping back, slowly into not being able to walk and I had just graduated to a walker and out of my wheelchair!!! Yeay! But, I don't know what to do. I've started falling, loosing mucle control over my legs, crawling around the house and declining in my PT- at home and in the hospital.
My mom is on a fixed income through her social security and I know she will do anything to help me. But it breaks my heart and I want to help her, help me. I don't want her to eventually end up spending all of her retirement without anything or having no "good" options to be able to live in a decent place.
I know this all sounds pathetic and begging, but I guess I am begging. Not just for me, but for my mom. She is my best friend and means the world to me. We really need some help. If anyone knows of any other options or information or can help in any way, I would be sincerely and forever grateful.
Thank you just for reading this long draw out message or I guess I could say plea. Please take care and cherish those who are around you and those you love.
Sincerely and Best Wishes,
PacificLilly
PS. Once I AM able to work again, I will do everything in my power to help those who need help (I always have and am still trying my best even now to do what I can) and I will do everything I can to return the favor or repay anyone who may be able to help us. I was and am a graphic designer, out of work right now, but not forever! I will get better. I will. Somehow, no matter how long it takes. I have to take care of my mother and make her proud of me by being a good person and succeeding in life. Sorry for rambling on again. I tend to do that... sitting long enough to write this is hard and when in pain I tend to ramble. My apologies. Thanks again.
I'm 29 approaching 30. Lol. I currently live with my mom who has been my angel and life saver. I was injured. I won't upset or boor you with the details. However, I've learned recently, that high amounts of some of the medications my doctors had put me on... simply put, destroyed my teeth. I am being treated at the Dental School here in town, thank God and a lot of good people who helped me get there. But, I have no income, I am awaiting my hearing for SSD(I). Yet, until then, my momma (I know it may seem silly but that's what I call her a lot of the time) has been spending her very last dime to help me; Not just with medical bills (I'm on a low income payment plan) but also with my dental situation.
I'm so grateful that she and the endodontists were able to do 2 emergency root canals to get me literally out of eccrutiating pain and be able to start, slowly start eating again. Thank GOD! And thank all of them!!! Plus, learning about the massive infection in those two teeth explained why I was always getting sick and also explained why my spinal injections were having such horrible side effects. The steroids they inject take all of my immune system to handle to make the steroids work. However, I cannot have another injection until my "dental situation" gets a bit more under control. But here's the kicker, without another in injection soon, I'm slipping back, slowly into not being able to walk and I had just graduated to a walker and out of my wheelchair!!! Yeay! But, I don't know what to do. I've started falling, loosing mucle control over my legs, crawling around the house and declining in my PT- at home and in the hospital.
My mom is on a fixed income through her social security and I know she will do anything to help me. But it breaks my heart and I want to help her, help me. I don't want her to eventually end up spending all of her retirement without anything or having no "good" options to be able to live in a decent place.
I know this all sounds pathetic and begging, but I guess I am begging. Not just for me, but for my mom. She is my best friend and means the world to me. We really need some help. If anyone knows of any other options or information or can help in any way, I would be sincerely and forever grateful.
Thank you just for reading this long draw out message or I guess I could say plea. Please take care and cherish those who are around you and those you love.
Sincerely and Best Wishes,
PacificLilly
PS. Once I AM able to work again, I will do everything in my power to help those who need help (I always have and am still trying my best even now to do what I can) and I will do everything I can to return the favor or repay anyone who may be able to help us. I was and am a graphic designer, out of work right now, but not forever! I will get better. I will. Somehow, no matter how long it takes. I have to take care of my mother and make her proud of me by being a good person and succeeding in life. Sorry for rambling on again. I tend to do that... sitting long enough to write this is hard and when in pain I tend to ramble. My apologies. Thanks again.
PacificLilly
Must try my best to help my mom help me. I need to get better, not just for me but for her.
Mar 29, 2012
Hello to everyone who reads this,
I'm 29 approaching 30. Lol. I currently live with my mom who has been my angel and life saver. I was injured. I won't upset or boor you with the details. However, I've learned recently, that high amounts of some of the medications my doctors had put me on... simply put, destroyed my teeth. I am being treated at the Dental School here in town, thank God and a lot of good people who helped me get there. But, I have no income, I am awaiting my hearing for SSD(I). Yet, until then, my momma (I know it may seem silly but that's what I call her a lot of the time) has been spending her very last dime to help me; Not just with medical bills (I'm on a low income payment plan) but also with my dental situation.
I'm so grateful that she and the endodontists were able to do 2 emergency root canals to get me literally out of eccrutiating pain and be able to start, slowly start eating again. Thank GOD! And thank all of them!!! Plus, learning about the massive infection in those two teeth explained why I was always getting sick and also explained why my spinal injections were having such horrible side effects. The steroids they inject take all of my immune system to handle to make the steroids work. However, I cannot have another injection until my "dental situation" gets a bit more under control. But here's the kicker, without another in injection soon, I'm slipping back, slowly into not being able to walk and I had just graduated to a walker and out of my wheelchair!!! Yeay! But, I don't know what to do. I've started falling, loosing mucle control over my legs, crawling around the house and declining in my PT- at home and in the hospital.
My mom is on a fixed income through her social security and I know she will do anything to help me. But it breaks my heart and I want to help her, help me. I don't want her to eventually end up spending all of her retirement without anything or having no "good" options to be able to live in a decent place.
I know this all sounds pathetic and begging, but I guess I am begging. Not just for me, but for my mom. She is my best friend and means the world to me. We really need some help. If anyone knows of any other options or information or can help in any way, I would be sincerely and forever grateful.
Thank you just for reading this long draw out message or I guess I could say plea. Please take care and cherish those who are around you and those you love.
Sincerely and Best Wishes,
PacificLilly
PS. Once I AM able to work again, I will do everything in my power to help those who need help (I always have and am still trying my best even now to do what I can) and I will do everything I can to return the favor or repay anyone who may be able to help us. I was and am a graphic designer, out of work right now, but not forever! I will get better. I will. Somehow, no matter how long it takes. I have to take care of my mother and make her proud of me by being a good person and succeeding in life. Sorry for rambling on again. I tend to do that... sitting long enough to write this is hard and when in pain I tend to ramble. My apologies. Thanks again.
I'm 29 approaching 30. Lol. I currently live with my mom who has been my angel and life saver. I was injured. I won't upset or boor you with the details. However, I've learned recently, that high amounts of some of the medications my doctors had put me on... simply put, destroyed my teeth. I am being treated at the Dental School here in town, thank God and a lot of good people who helped me get there. But, I have no income, I am awaiting my hearing for SSD(I). Yet, until then, my momma (I know it may seem silly but that's what I call her a lot of the time) has been spending her very last dime to help me; Not just with medical bills (I'm on a low income payment plan) but also with my dental situation.
I'm so grateful that she and the endodontists were able to do 2 emergency root canals to get me literally out of eccrutiating pain and be able to start, slowly start eating again. Thank GOD! And thank all of them!!! Plus, learning about the massive infection in those two teeth explained why I was always getting sick and also explained why my spinal injections were having such horrible side effects. The steroids they inject take all of my immune system to handle to make the steroids work. However, I cannot have another injection until my "dental situation" gets a bit more under control. But here's the kicker, without another in injection soon, I'm slipping back, slowly into not being able to walk and I had just graduated to a walker and out of my wheelchair!!! Yeay! But, I don't know what to do. I've started falling, loosing mucle control over my legs, crawling around the house and declining in my PT- at home and in the hospital.
My mom is on a fixed income through her social security and I know she will do anything to help me. But it breaks my heart and I want to help her, help me. I don't want her to eventually end up spending all of her retirement without anything or having no "good" options to be able to live in a decent place.
I know this all sounds pathetic and begging, but I guess I am begging. Not just for me, but for my mom. She is my best friend and means the world to me. We really need some help. If anyone knows of any other options or information or can help in any way, I would be sincerely and forever grateful.
Thank you just for reading this long draw out message or I guess I could say plea. Please take care and cherish those who are around you and those you love.
Sincerely and Best Wishes,
PacificLilly
PS. Once I AM able to work again, I will do everything in my power to help those who need help (I always have and am still trying my best even now to do what I can) and I will do everything I can to return the favor or repay anyone who may be able to help us. I was and am a graphic designer, out of work right now, but not forever! I will get better. I will. Somehow, no matter how long it takes. I have to take care of my mother and make her proud of me by being a good person and succeeding in life. Sorry for rambling on again. I tend to do that... sitting long enough to write this is hard and when in pain I tend to ramble. My apologies. Thanks again.
Mar 17, 2012
in response to Schmidty... You probably already have tried this and or know about it, but just in case. You can contact the company(ies) and fill out paperwork showing your low income or housing expenses and many of the companies can help if not send you the meds for free. It doesn't work on all medications, but my mom did it for many of hers after her divorce and loss of medical coverage. There are also foundations & charitable groups or companies that help by giving grants for co-pays and deductibles. My mom's meds cost over $50,000-ish a month, if that gives you an idea of what she's gone through. And that is ONLY for her medicine. I may be able to get some of the info about the foundations who helped with grants, but I do know if you contact the medication manufacturers directly, they do have depts that help with this sort of thing.
I hope this helps and if it doesn't I just hope you hang in there and know, I'm sure I'm not the only one praying for you. I have major medical & dental problems myself, without income and it's a daily battle to fight for treatment, medications and to not to let those disabilities and the subsequent severe pain to win. I wish you the best. Take care.
I hope this helps and if it doesn't I just hope you hang in there and know, I'm sure I'm not the only one praying for you. I have major medical & dental problems myself, without income and it's a daily battle to fight for treatment, medications and to not to let those disabilities and the subsequent severe pain to win. I wish you the best. Take care.
PacificLilly
Must try my best to help my mom help me. I need to get better, not just for me but for her.
Mar 17, 2012
Hello to everyone who reads this,
I'm 29 approaching 30. Lol. I currently live with my mom who has been my angel and life saver. I was injured. I won't upset or boor you with the details. However, I've learned recently, that high amounts of some of the medications my doctors had put me on... simply put, destroyed my teeth. I am being treated at the Dental School here in town, thank God and a lot of good people who helped me get there. But, I have no income, I am awaiting my hearing for SSD(I). Yet, until then, my momma (I know it may seem silly but that's what I call her a lot of the time) has been spending her very last dime to help me; Not just with medical bills (I'm on a low income payment plan) but also with my dental situation.
I'm so grateful that she and the endodontists were able to do 2 emergency root canals to get me literally out of eccrutiating pain and be able to start, slowly start eating again. Thank GOD! And thank all of them!!! Plus, learning about the massive infection in those two teeth explained why I was always getting sick and also explained why my spinal injections were having such horrible side effects. The steroids they inject take all of my immune system to handle to make the steroids work. However, I cannot have another injection until my "dental situation" gets a bit more under control. But here's the kicker, without another in injection soon, I'm slipping back, slowly into not being able to walk and I had just graduated to a walker and out of my wheelchair!!! Yeay! But, I don't know what to do. I've started falling, loosing mucle control over my legs, crawling around the house and declining in my PT- at home and in the hospital.
My mom is on a fixed income through her social security and I know she will do anything to help me. But it breaks my heart and I want to help her, help me. I don't want her to eventually end up spending all of her retirement without anything or having no "good" options to be able to live in a decent place.
I know this all sounds pathetic and begging, but I guess I am begging. Not just for me, but for my mom. She is my best friend and means the world to me. We really need some help. If anyone knows of any other options or information or can help in any way, I would be sincerely and forever grateful.
Thank you just for reading this long draw out message or I guess I could say plea. Please take care and cherish those who are around you and those you love.
Sincerely and Best Wishes,
PacificLilly
PS. Once I AM able to work again, I will do everything in my power to help those who need help (I always have and am still trying my best even now to do what I can) and I will do everything I can to return the favor or repay anyone who may be able to help us. I was and am a graphic designer, out of work right now, but not forever! I will get better. I will. Somehow, no matter how long it takes. I have to take care of my mother and make her proud of me by being a good person and succeeding in life. Sorry for rambling on again. I tend to do that... sitting long enough to write this is hard and when in pain I tend to ramble. My apologies. Thanks again.
I'm 29 approaching 30. Lol. I currently live with my mom who has been my angel and life saver. I was injured. I won't upset or boor you with the details. However, I've learned recently, that high amounts of some of the medications my doctors had put me on... simply put, destroyed my teeth. I am being treated at the Dental School here in town, thank God and a lot of good people who helped me get there. But, I have no income, I am awaiting my hearing for SSD(I). Yet, until then, my momma (I know it may seem silly but that's what I call her a lot of the time) has been spending her very last dime to help me; Not just with medical bills (I'm on a low income payment plan) but also with my dental situation.
I'm so grateful that she and the endodontists were able to do 2 emergency root canals to get me literally out of eccrutiating pain and be able to start, slowly start eating again. Thank GOD! And thank all of them!!! Plus, learning about the massive infection in those two teeth explained why I was always getting sick and also explained why my spinal injections were having such horrible side effects. The steroids they inject take all of my immune system to handle to make the steroids work. However, I cannot have another injection until my "dental situation" gets a bit more under control. But here's the kicker, without another in injection soon, I'm slipping back, slowly into not being able to walk and I had just graduated to a walker and out of my wheelchair!!! Yeay! But, I don't know what to do. I've started falling, loosing mucle control over my legs, crawling around the house and declining in my PT- at home and in the hospital.
My mom is on a fixed income through her social security and I know she will do anything to help me. But it breaks my heart and I want to help her, help me. I don't want her to eventually end up spending all of her retirement without anything or having no "good" options to be able to live in a decent place.
I know this all sounds pathetic and begging, but I guess I am begging. Not just for me, but for my mom. She is my best friend and means the world to me. We really need some help. If anyone knows of any other options or information or can help in any way, I would be sincerely and forever grateful.
Thank you just for reading this long draw out message or I guess I could say plea. Please take care and cherish those who are around you and those you love.
Sincerely and Best Wishes,
PacificLilly
PS. Once I AM able to work again, I will do everything in my power to help those who need help (I always have and am still trying my best even now to do what I can) and I will do everything I can to return the favor or repay anyone who may be able to help us. I was and am a graphic designer, out of work right now, but not forever! I will get better. I will. Somehow, no matter how long it takes. I have to take care of my mother and make her proud of me by being a good person and succeeding in life. Sorry for rambling on again. I tend to do that... sitting long enough to write this is hard and when in pain I tend to ramble. My apologies. Thanks again.
Jan 13, 2012
I may have a couple of shirts that may be the right size, but no pants, I'm sorry. But I am VERY weary of meeting anyone in person. If I can find anything, would it possible to drop them off somewhere public (but concealed I guess... or in a store of some sort..?) I would like to help if I can. My mother is my whole world. I know where you're coming from and thank heavens you care for your mother like you do. I wish you the best no matter what.
I feel like an idiot, I don't even know what state you're in... I apologize in advance.
